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Posted by
Madhomemaker March 4, 2017 -
Filed in
Emotions
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#HELP me GOD
#hurts
#Hurting
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tweatweaI am sad. I am always sad. I try hard not. I try hard to atleast cry and get over it but nothing seems to be working. Nobody can help. And even god who is the only one who can supposedly help me seems like he doesn't want to. Every one I know is waiting for me fail. They hate me they want to hurt me. I can't get out of this place. I want to get out of here. Somebody please help me. I am drowning.
My friends tell me everything but I can never tell her coz she goes and tells her whole family about my problems and then her parents too know about it. I once told her about my husband not having a job and now her parents know about it and they ask me if I have money or not. Am I starving etc. I don't want their pity. **** you ***** for sharing my problem with your whole family when I keep all your secrets. How is it fair that you get a good friend like me who keeps all your secrets and listens to all your whining all the time about how horrible your boss is and how unfair your ex is while I don't get to say anything cause I can't trust you to not gossip about me and my problems with the rest of your company.
**** you my selfish sister. Who never had my back and who never spoke up for me or never took my side when I needed you the most. I am so lonely. I don't have anyone to share my troubles with cause you are one more person I can never trust to not twist and tweak.